Thursday, September 14, 2006

Chapter one: Is life always beautiful???


Hello!!! I finally left my laziness aside and decided to write my first chapter in the Open Book.
Well, I believe the first chapter is the key to hook you or not as a reader so I was thinking wether to have a beautiful, colourful start or if I actually should right about how I really feel at present…
For the happiness or sadness of my readers to be (if there is actually someone reading this), I decide to right about my boring and discontent moment in my life.
Before I make you go any further, just be aware that I really hope this Open Book isn’t going to be all about my melancholic phase…
Routine, I think that’s one of the problems hunting me at the moment. The funny thing is I’m not talking about routine in a relationship (poor thing. I can’t blame my beautiful boyfriend for this). I’m talking about waking up everyday at the same time, having a shower, having breakfast (which is also the same everyday) and driving to work.
Then, that’s my ‘favourite’ part: do LITERRALY nothing at work. To be very honest, I think that’s my real problem at the moment. I think I’m going absolutely nuts for the fact that I spent three-and-a-half years studying Journalism to become a PR person, to work in TV or to work in a big company developing their communication strategies, but instead I’m a receptionist in a very, very small company that barely gives me any work to do.
I feel like I’m so ready to face this famous and so competitive working world, but I’m here, setting in my desk, writing my first chapter because I have nothing else to do. Please don’t get me wrong. I love to come here to update my blog, and keep you informed, but I’d much rather to do this is a hobby, as a stress relief from my busy day, which at the moment I DON’T HAVE!!!!!
Please dear reader, tell me what is the secret to get that dream job??? I know it won’t happen suddenly, but I just feel sometimes that it’s taking to long for it to happen to me!!!
And I’m sure someone out there, at some stage of their life, has felt the same way I feel right now. But I know what I’m going to do. I’ll leave you here now (I promise I’ll come back soon with my chapter 2) and I’ll straight way start hunting for the job I really deserve. WISH ME LUCK!!!!!!!

1 comment:

Bettina said...

Babe, you know I hate hearing you talk about these things, as much as I understand you completely. And you also know everything I have to say about it... such as, that things take time and you need to trust and believe. And that dream jobs don't just "happen to you" but you have to keep on working for it, sometimes for a very long time. And that I believe in you and know how talented and special you are and that the right things will happen for you when the time is right. Maybe you can't find your dream job now because you won't stay here. Or there are many other reasons that you might not know now, but will later on.

You've heard me say all this before. I just thought I'd say it again. Love you much. B.