Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Order and Progress



That's the statement written in our flag. I actually find our Brazilian flag beautiful. It's green representing the Amazon, blue representing the ocean and yellow, representing the gold (mining), I think. The only thing that I wonder is if the statement really represents the situation here. I can say that 'progress' can be quite fair. Despite the world economical crisis, Brazil is still stable and doing reasonably well. The biofuel production is pretty good here. The government isn't planning to slow the work down on it due to the crisis. We've exported heaps of it to Europe and EUA as well. Agriculture is also going ok, although it has been said some grains harvest wont be as huge as last year's. The banks are still lending money to people to buy properties and some economics professors have said Brazilian banks are pretty conservative therefore, haven't done anything major to cause much damage to their structure. I really do believe my country isn't all that bad when it comes down to economical matters. Well, pretty good then for the 'progress'...

Now, let's talk about 'order'. Excuse me, what does that mean??? Many Brazilians would ask you that. How can we have a word written in our flag that doesn't even exist in our dictionary?!?!?! Of course it does, but people have not a clue what that means, which, in the end, it's the same damn thing. And I tell you, I really feel the need to name you what I mean about Brazilians NOT knowing the signification of 'order'. People here DO NOT, I repeat, DO NOT read signs, for example. No parking, don't smoke, pets not allowed, preferential for gestating or disable people, recycle, don't walk in the grass, private property, music not allowed, you name it, people here cannot read it. They walk in the grass, they smoke inside shopping centres and restaurants, they park and stop whatever the hell they like, specially in the middle of the street, no matter how much you scream, horn, make gestures, they don't give a rat's, the remain still. People here also love throwing staff out of the car window, can you believe it?? Oh yeah, it kills me, kills me!!! The other day I was driving through a big avenue and this guy just opened the window and chucked a bloody bottle of coke out of the damn thing. Man, I went mental!!! I drove faster, got my car right next to his and screamed my lungs out "You sun of a bitch, go throw the rubbish inside YOUR house. The street isn't it!!" And this is nothing compared to many other things, way worse and terrible, HORRIFYING!!!

Man, I get so angry with people here, sometimes. I love Brazil, but most of the time I come to this blog to bitch about it. But it annoys me how people here have not a clue of how to be a civilized nation. Politicians are corrupted and the people are uneducated enough to not be able to say anything about it or fight for their rights. To make things even worse, they even contribute to the underdevelopment of the country by not respecting the rules. People here have the idea "I'm not gonna change the world. So if they don't do it, why am I going to do it?". I don't get it!! I can't say I'm 100% politically correct. I have my floors, plenty, sure, as everyone does. But please, people here don't respect anything or anyone. No rules, no laws, no queue, nothing!! I find it very hard to live with it. Santa ignorance! Order and Progress?!??!?! Not sure...

Friday, November 07, 2008

(Un)happy end

The characters are:

He: tall, very intelligent, a inspiring doctor. Well-educated, he comes from a very traditional and wealthy family. He's 28, a gentleman, compared to a prince by many due to his attitude, open mind, will to help. A caring man and dream boy for many girls.

She: strong personality, a beautiful blond girl. Determined, she doesn't care about people's opinion. Out-spoken, mysterious, hard-working, she doesn't allow too many in her heart. His family loves her.

The story goes something like that:

She just graduated from university. The course: medicine, just like him. They met at university. He tutored her for while. The celebrations for her uni achievement was huge!!! I was actually invited but couldn't make it because it was in another state, where she lives now. This massive event also celebrated their engagement. 150 people made to the party, and they said the couple couldn't be happier. He is going to make her happy for the rest of her life. And she is going to do the same for him.

The wedding is going to be here, in the bride's home town. The church has already been paid for, and the wedding planners are going crazy!! The bride's mother is soooo excited and the groom's family can't wait to be at the sunshine state (here) for the party. The girls are already organizing the piss up for when she gets here. Everything is going great!!!

Both, now doctors, are studying hard to get into their specialisation. She wants to be a gynecologist. He wants to work in an ER.

Saturday, November 1, 2008, 5.30am, the fairy tails turns into a nightmare. He's working in an ambulance, coming back from rescuing a just born baby. It crashes against a truck holding 30 ton of corn. He is squashed under the wreckage. She gets the call and drives to the accident scene. Thankfully, for her own sake, she couldn't find what she was searching for; his body.

I'm so sad for her!!! I wish I could hold her tight. Everyone who loves and cares for her has been feeling her pain. The boy's family, poor them!!! He's the second son lost in a car accident. I wish I could take her anxiety, her anger, her lacking of understanding away from her mind. I wish I could give her some comfort. The last thing she said to him; "I don't like this shirt". Had she known, she would have been nicer, loving and caring. She would have said "I LOVE YOU!" She wouldn't had let him go. But how could she know? How can we lose someone in a blink of an eye? We gotta learn from this. Learn that we have to live life as if it was the last breathing. We have to be next to the people we love as much as we possibly can and let them know how much we love them. That sounds so cliche, but I guess, when you go through something like that, you realise how important it is to value the people you care.

Amiga, I'm devastated with your pain. I feel your body aching with disappointment. I'm praying for your soul and for his too. I hope God brings you peace. God took him away because he was needed elsewhere. Your prince will cure in heaven. You're a rock, you'll past trough this and you'll be happy again. You deserve it! I love you always!!